searching, still searching;

2010-07-05T19:14:00.003+08:00

CHOOSE TO BELIEVE :D

Always & forever working behind the scenes,

so I should never worry but trust You wholeheartedly!!

Heavenly Father, thank You for the destiny that You
have deposited into my heart. I choose to stand in faith knowing that You
are working behind the scenes. Give me strength and wisdom to follow Your
leading so that I can embrace all that You have for me.

In Jesus’ Name. Amen

2010-04-13T12:10:00.002+08:00

ORIENTATION TOMORROW!

I'm extremely nervous and excited at the same time
&& I hope that my new class will be even better than the previous!

Lord, I surrender all I am to You

2010-03-24T15:29:00.004+08:00

WHY AM I ALWAYS FEELING NOSTALGIC?

In 2005 I was a 12 going on 13 year old girl just about to start life in high school
and just a mere 5 years later, I am a 17 going on 18 young adult

Hard to believe I was in Sec 1 FIVE years ago!
To me, it feels like it was just maybe just a year or 2 has passed

WEIRD.

2010-03-03T18:40:00.004+08:00

IT'S HOLIDAY TIME BAYBEH! :D

Mr Zainal told us to have a good rest before Semester 2 begins
By which he means that it's going to be challenging D:

I am having the impression that most of the tutors
will turn into really intimidating fire-breathing ~~dragons~~ on the training ground
*screams and runs away in sheer terror*

BUT! I shall fully concentrate on enjoying myself for now
and leave the useless paranoia till the end

WHAT SHALL I DO THEN? (:
1.Must catch up with the dear people I haven't seen & spoken to for long!
2. Learn something new? (been considering learning Korean)
3. Get temporary jobs here & there

Still, 1 month is a pretty ~~long~~ time to do nothing at all
I might get super lazy and be unable to cope with the hardcore-ness next Semester

PS: CALL ME OUT IF YOU ARE BORED!
*oops*

2010-02-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

MEET 1J01 '09/10 AGAIN

We've been together as a class for less than a year
and when we're finally accepting and getting to know everyone better
it is now time to say ~~bye~~ to those we may not be in the same class with next sem

I'll miss my self-proclaimed girl version of "SS501/F4 + Jan Di" clique the most!
Hopefully a miracle happens and the 5 of us can face practicum together
but I doubt that will happen ):

Still I hope we will remain as close as we've gotten over the few months
and never lose that crazy and fun streak we all have! <3

WE MUST GO OUT ALOT DURING THE HOLS MMKAY?
and Su Hui-ah, stop ps-ing us! kekeke :D :D

2010-01-17T20:09:00.003+08:00

A HUGE BURDEN OFF ME

I felt like I reached some sort of enlightenment today
Things I've kept buried deep in me just came spilling out so suddenly

I thought I had healed from those wounds
and that I would never feel hurt when thinking or talking about them

But when I broke down and could not stop the tears from flowing
It was then I finally felt myself let go of those memories

For the first time in my life, today I had a shoulder to cry on. Literally.
It felt so good just being able to say what I had to say without being judged
And have a friend's hand squeezing mine in comfort

Thank You My Dear Friend

2009-12-30T12:36:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

Finally fixed my music player which I had ~~abandoned~~, with new songs
but the problem is looks kind of cut away when I make it small

School has begun again with project submissions looming close
seems like I'm always talking about projects whenever I decide to blog
I can safely say I have no more life ):

Now let's back track a little as I recollect my thoughts
Oh yes, the short trip to KL with my family was just completely awesome
except for the part were we almost crashed and ~~died~~

That's right, we almost died.

But thanks to God's saving grace, my cousin managed to stop the car in time
just before we rammed into the barrier, down the pit, and burst into fiery flames
it would have been a sight on Xmas morn, 3am on the highway

Am I starting to sound weird?
(Yea I am thinking so too right now)

Well a long story short, I experienced a Christmas Miracle
allowing me to sit and blog here like this today

AMEN!

2009-12-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU FRIEND!

Those three simple words you said to me
Completely made my day (:

URGH I THINK ECONS HATES ME D:

2009-12-15T19:24:00.002+08:00

PROJECT CRUNCH TIME!

Will be heading down to school to complete projects this week
although it's my so called 2 week holiday break ):

Been considering making this blog private
though I know I don't update as often as I used to do so
realized that some people sometimes misinterpret what I type here

It's just shocking to find out my own blood sees me that way
after all we've been through since we were born..

2009-12-02T13:33:00.006+08:00

GOOD BYE MY DEAR FRIEND ):

I will miss you Min Hyo Rin D:

Come & visit us as much as you can okay?

It's really saddenning that you had to go back to Korea so fast

& 1/3 of the Mania Sistas is missing!

Will never forget the crappy & crazy times we've shared

Aja aja Fighting! <3

2009-11-21T14:43:00.006+08:00

I LOVE THIS PICTURE! ♥

Have not had the time to blog much these past few weeks
Projects have all arrived with a bang (especially for Communication Skills 2)

Things to do this weekend:

1. Comm Skills Online PBL
2. Draft for Special Occasion Speech

3. Research for Comm Skills Action Plans

4. Study for upcoming Marketing test on Wednesday

2009-10-30T21:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINNIE MIN!

hoped you liked our small surprise and enjoyed your day! :D
(though having lectures on your birthday always sucks eggs)

love you girlie! <3

amateurish tennis was wicked fun too!
especially acting pro but in truth, the balls just flying around

2009-10-29T21:28:00.006+08:00

I HATE THURSDAYS! D:

cause its so damn hardcore with tutorials starting from 9am
all the way to frigging 6pm in the evening! :o

THREE out of the FIVE days, classes are 9am to 6pm
oh the horror D: *add dramatic fainting scene*

this semester's timetable is pretty horrid and jam-packed
I have classes starting at NINE every single day!

wonder how I'm gonna stay alive next year ):

2009-10-27T18:49:00.003+08:00

ZOOM GOES THE SILVER TRAIN.

wait. what silver train? I only see the white one with stripes.

LOL.

lately my mind's filled with random thoughts & phrases
some don't really make sense at all!

2009-10-25T18:58:00.006+08:00

US AT AGE 17! (:

US AT AGE 12! :O

It's amazing how so many things are now so different
and how some others never change...

2009-10-25T00:20:00.006+08:00

"Emo kid waits for the bus"

Gene: "Eh, you're acting emo in this picture right?"
Me: OMG! How did you know? -.-

yes we're all pretty spastic aren't we?
but I love every single one of my crazy friends all the same
(even the ones I just met last Thursday)

YES GENEVIEVE! I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU
aren't you so happy and honored? :D

2009-10-24T16:25:00.009+08:00

"Watch the world spinning out of time
and spiders spinning webs of lies."

blaaahhh...lost my muse to blog.

2009-10-22T22:48:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL HAS BEGUN! D:

it's been tiring having to adjust to the routine all over again
though it has only been four days! OMGAWSH!

The new tutors and lecturers are pretty fun/friendly/nice so far
& CDS classes have gone been better than I expected
love my public speaking class especially! (:

now have to brace myself for the new projects, homeworks
and the stressed-out sleepless weekdays again
BLAAAAAAAAHHHHH

2009-10-14T22:24:00.010+08:00

LAZIEST BOOT CAMP EVER! (:

It was a mega huge blast of a time! :D :D :D

2009-09-14T01:38:00.006+08:00

The actual meaning of birthdays
is to celebrate our MOTHERS for bringing us into this world.

Thank you so much mother
for the undying love and support you have given me
from the day I was born right up to now

~~~

2009-09-14T01:13:00.010+08:00

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

thanks alot to my dearies for the unexpected surprise you gave!
truly appreciate the efforts y'all made to deliver the surprise at my doorstep (:

though we've gone to different schools
& can't meet up as often as we decided, feels great that our bond has not wavered
REMAIN FRIENDS FOREVER ALRIGHT? :D

Thanks alot mother for the Zen Mosaic Mp4 player!
& to my dearies for the MJ Moonwalker CD & the cute message board :3

2009-09-13T18:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REUBEN AND SHARAS!

May you two have a wonderful & awesome filled day
all the best in everything you do
and God bless!

<3

2009-09-11T23:41:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

Thanks to everyone who made today so A.W.E.S.O.M.E!

LOVE ALL YOU DEARIES SO SO SO MUCH!! <33

XOXOXOXOXOXO

& I seriously can't believe I'm now officially 17 years old
It sounds so old and grown up-ish D:

Updates and pictures tomorrow! :D

2009-09-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

TODAY'S DATE IS 09.09.09!

how cool is that huh? (:

hopefully getting a job next week!
or I'll be rotting away at home till the holidays end
who would have thought it's so difficult to do NOTHING ?

my birthday's coming up in two days
but I'm not anticipating it or feeling excited though
maybe it'll be a late reaction - since my reaction to things is always slow

BLAH..I'm lazy to blog D:

2009-09-07T21:38:00.016+08:00

G-FORCE AHOY! :D :D

Caught the movie G-Force with Riane dearie today!
Initially expected a usual lame just-for-kids animation movie
but it turned out pretty funny here & there (:

After movie went down to SSC for a job interview
I'm telling ya, it was so tedious trying to make our way there!
The shopping center is seriously out of the way.

It was a crazy, tiring, nonstop laughing, mad day!!
well what do you expect when two psychotic nutty girls go out?

:D :D :D :D

2009-09-03T22:37:00.004+08:00

EVERYBODY'S CHANGING BUT I'M STILL THE SAME

lyrics from a song (I think)

Fits the way I feel right now. Seriously.

Wish I could either go back in time to the past or fast forward to the future

just screw everything right now.

2009-08-30T23:13:00.003+08:00

I HATE THIS FEELING.

Like being stuck in rut - unable to do the things you want

With almost everyone from the clique in JC
it's becoming extremely difficult to meet up once in awhile
since their timetable is so fully packed, and our holidays being unsync

Wish it was easier for us to just meet for lunch randomly
or to study together for our examinations

It's getting so ~~difficult~~ to get to see everyone together
so far it's been more of SOP or SOAPB

are we being forced to drift apart?

2009-08-28T15:37:00.010+08:00

ANYONE WANT TO SHOP WITH ME?

Got my allowance & been saving up a bit so now can finally go shopping!
Haven't shopped for a long while -thanks to school luhhs
now that I've got all the time (until Oct at least)
Me is going to go get them all!! (:

First thing, I've got to get things I owe people
like the MJ moonwalker movie CD & MJ biography for Esmond
& brown/black striped shoulder bag from BHG for Asha

THEN I can go get all the things I want (if I can afford) :D
but I'm definitely going to get the MJ moonwalker movie CD for myself too!
& those Cotton On flats with Rie - she wants the yellow one

But I must remember what SpongeBob taught me...
ALL THAT GLITTERS IS NOT GOLD

need a job to satisfy my lack of money-ness! ):

2009-08-26T20:29:00.008+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!

HOLIDAYS here I come :D

time to finally take a breather man

best part is there isn't any homework at all! (:

I finally understand the problems others are facing with blogger

'cause I'm experiencing them now too

though I didn't find any when using my desktop com

but the CPU stopped working 2 days ago - cannot press the on button!

so now I've got to rely on my latop till it's fixed

time to start on my holiday to do list! :D

2009-08-19T15:47:00.015+08:00

HAII PEOPLE (:

Aren't the Ipods above so beautifully colourful?
looks really nice when put together! but then, it's just induced image
to convince people to buy one when they see the picture
people who can be influenced (like me) LOLs

*comes back to reality*

This week is the major MUGGING week!
Semestrals are starting on friday D:
stop the slacking and lazying around & push all the way to the end!

Note to self:

PRESS ON! DON'T GIVE UP! (:

2009-08-06T18:29:00.004+08:00

BASIC ONE GIRLS '05!

Was rummaging through my collection of photographs
and the picture above popped out suddenly

The original eight Basic One '05 platoon girls! (:
taken during our first NCC Day Parade at Safti Military Institude

Being a Basic One Cadet was definitely a very fun time
I would say for sure, it was my favourite year through out NCC XD

Though I never fully enjoyed my entire NCC experience
& ~~didn't~~ perform as well as I actually could have...
I'm glad I stayed on till the very end

Now as I look back, it was all worth it (:

2009-08-03T17:17:00.008+08:00

PICTURE GALORE! :D

here are some of the pictures we took after BCS presentation!
( some of us look like out-of-job people)

The crazy nutso fivee! <3

Ivy's face damn classic man!

Alamak- acting cute seh

Ang Gu Kuei stole my glasses!

As always, I'm surrounded by tall freaks ):

1J01 girls! except Michelle & Flora

The five of us again! Why do I still look the shortest? ):

Cam-whoring during BCS lab! (:

Rain's a calefare luhhs! XD

Me & "Jandi"! Or is it Lee Min Ho?

Me & the calefare Woo Bin! Who's the anti-social beside us?

Kim Bummy & me! The anti-social strikes again

"Kim Bum" the flirt!

"Woo Bin" the drug addict!

"Min Ho" the arrogant guy!

I'm just a calefare appearing out of nowhere (:

"Ji Hoo" the anti-social!

Special appearance by Rain the pole dancer!

The anti-social finally smiles! :D

THE END! (:

2009-07-26T21:35:00.004+08:00

WHERE'S MY MACHINE GUN?

I need to shoot someone. NOW
or maybe I should just blast myself in the head

I hope I can absorb the IHT notes I'm going to cram later
why do all the work come in heaps?
can't they separate it out evenly over the weeks?

Piss me off & I'll shoot you down.

2009-07-25T22:36:00.007+08:00

[L-R] Hui Min, Riane, Su Hui, Me, Ivy

these are my crazy four girls in 1J01 (: (:
we love the benches at the circular garden so much
that it's our ~~secret~~ hideout!

We love to talk about B.O.F
& pretend that we're married to the korean actors
*points to Vy, Minnn, Hui & Rain*
well not me! - I just love to make fun of them four XD

OH! & we also love to bully Riane :D
'Cause she's our dear mother/grandmother
(y'all know what I'm talking about right?)
*insert devilish smiley here*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
just something totally random man

**************

I'm supposed to be rushing through my
Econs, BCS, IHT & Comm Skills
but see what I'm doing?

I MUST STOP WASTING TIME!

Lord, You are my Stronghold

2009-07-22T13:22:00.006+08:00

*SNIFFLES AND COUGHS*

Today I am feeling very zonky & sick!
thanks to my mother who passed her germs to me
*imagine me giving a loud exasperated groan*
it's a terrible time to fall ill, seriously

extremely drowsy now - because of the stupid meds
& the doctor was highly tempted to "quarantine" me till friday
As the symptoms pretty similarto H1N1 & he wasn't sure

but I convinced him I'll go back only when I feel better
*insert evil laugh* - which is not going to happen!
missing one day of school is already going to cause me alot
NO WAY am I going to stay home longer (:

I seriously need some sleep NOW!
but I have to start on the Comm Skills trial presentation
& still no kind of muse for the topic ):
should I just use the one we did for the project?

OH YES - NOTES TO SELF:

1. Complete dd/ss for Econs project!
2. Buy pumpkin seeds & zip lock bags for tomorrow!
3. Do Comm Skills visuals for trial presentation on friday!
4. Study IHT, Lecture 1-8 for test on tuesday!

Jesus, I give You praise everyday

2009-07-20T18:53:00.028+08:00

HELLOOOOOO (:

I won't have much time to update often but I'll get to it
during the weekends or when I have the muse

OH! & by the way...

RAIN, VY, MINNN & HUI!

you guys are extremely crazy & crappy people!
stop boys-over-flowering! (cause they not very good looking)
MUAHAHAHAHAHA! > :D

and Lee Min Ho is super super dumb!
(& totally looks like the GOONG Prince dude!)

aren't y'all so touched that I blogged about y'all?
now it's your turn to go blog about ME!
:D :D

2009-07-09T17:18:00.005+08:00

"Maybe now Michael, they'll leave you alone"

-Marlon Jackson

my ~~final~~ goodbye to the King of Pop, Rock & Soul
may you find peace in heaven with God

2009-07-05T00:42:00.004+08:00

STONE -HEARTED

I've become void of emotions lately
What is wrong with me?

I don't want to feel numb
No please, don't let those feelings I felt
three years ago come back

The mask on my face hides the sadness beneath it

2009-07-01T17:56:00.005+08:00

Michael J's sudden death last week has kept me thinking
& changed my perpectives on things

& I realise one thing
how am I going to bear that feeling of emptiness
if some one close to me ~~dies~~?

Though he was just singer I liked
not even part of my family or a friend
yet his passing has left a kind of sadness in me

Can't breathe easy

2009-07-01T17:26:00.010+08:00

ATASI & TISHA <3

my dearies in primary school

we grew up, experienced childhood together

& our obession for Harry Potter (:

FINALLY reunited after 4 extremely long years! :D

************

2009-06-26T22:52:00.005+08:00

MICHAEL JACKSON
1958-2009

No matter what the world says
you will always be a great artiste and person to me

Rest in peace MJ <3
you will be MISSED greatly by many
& your legend will live on forever

2009-06-22T21:31:00.005+08:00

This pic was taken during the 4H Chalet with dearies <3

I still miss being in high school

my current class can NEVER EVER match up to

TWO HUMILITY '06 & FOUR HUMILITY '08

On another note, I don't get
why the government isn't extending the holidays??
I mean the spread of the virus to people who
didn't travel to affected areas has already begun !!!!!!

So many things to complete but so little time!
I'm telling you Temasek Poly is pushing its students up the wall
OMG I JUST REMEMBERED!
two weeks from now, is class tests round TWO
so frigging wonderful, really
=________=

Jesus, I'm holding on to the last gleamer of hope

2009-06-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEETH VENI! (:

Hope you had a great day tday & God bless you dearie!

I'm totally swarmed with assignments!
& I do wish I was born before "studying" was invented
or maybe born amongst the bush peope :D
then I would not have this dumb problem of studying uh!

Jesus, I need you to be my strength

2009-06-12T20:42:00.006+08:00

I FINALLY GOT A LAPTOP!
*shouts madly for joy*

andand guess what? :D
It's the model I've wanted for so long!
A White Sony VAIO (!) CS23G/W model

Gosh I'm so over the moon now
After waiting so long I finally got it at the IT fair
SO TOTALLY AWESOME DUDE! (:

THANK YOU MOTHER! <3
totally didn't expect her to get me a VAIO notebk!
thinking she'd get me the cheaper HP or ACER
that she was describing over the phone
and when she came back...
I SAW A WHITE VAIO NOTEBOOK!!

I really love her to death man! :D
though she could've spent lesser on the HP
she got me the one that was a whole $200 more!
I'm not bothered that it weighs a whopping 2.5KG
Just glad I have my very own notebook
A WHITE VAIO ONE! (:

Now, I just have to figure out how to use it
& how do I connect to wireless at home
if I have a modem, does that mean I have wireless too?

As everyone else is naming their laptops, I shall name mine too!
Maybe Nikki or Snowy! :D :D :D

2009-06-08T00:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEETH VY! (:

OMG! Can't believe you're the oldest in the clique ay!

&& the FleaStyle Flea Market
was pretty much a rather huge mess ):
not many things were sold
thanks to those blog shop people hogging the customers > : (

But I still had fun
& it was an interesting experience no?

:D

2009-06-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

I WAS FORCED TO POST THIS!

Rainan Ihzyan Dharan is a very nice person
who payed for my dinner today

=____________=

HAHAHAHA!
this guy is a super spastic fellow
but yea, thanks alot for the dinner boy!
*ahem* I mean OLD MAN! :D

see - I'm using proper English! (:

2009-06-05T23:26:00.006+08:00

Sucks that what my Mom said has come true.

"Once y'all go ur separate ways, hardly gna have time for each other,"

& I thought it'll be easy to never lose touch..

2009-06-05T00:40:00.003+08:00

YOU'RE REALLY AMAZING.

never thought I could love again..

2009-06-03T17:14:00.014+08:00

PHS GANG! MEET UP! (:

& I mean EVERY single one of you kay!

if I msg u to meet up one day
durin th HOLS luhhs..

DIE DIE TRY TO MAKE IT!!

PLEASE dun ps us for some ~~crap~~ program
cos we onlaaye get t meet once every few mths!!!
(which is super duber little ayte)

What was our M.R. pledge? XD

This is a shout out to:
Beatriz, Valerie, Jing Yi, Sheryl, Jeanne, Jiayin, Sandra, Clara,
Victoria, Wai Ping, Japhia, Qiu Hui & Wei Ting

MT CLASS GANG! (:

I haven seen most of you guys since last Oct!
& tt's uber uber mega loooong ago!
so I wna meet you peeps too!
ESPECIALLY TH GUYS LAA!

ALWAYS ps th girls;
even th LAST day of class!
so u guys btr show up whn we girls tell u to

OR ELSE WE WILL HUNT U DOWN! >:(

We are sucha small class
& did we ever go out tgr f even lunch?
*frowns real hard*

This is a shout out to:
Tabitha, Bala, Naresh,Prabhu, Sharas, Mithran & Veni

Those names highlighted in Red r th no-show peepos
most of th time dun join th rest of us

=_____=

SO Y'ALL BETTER SHOW UP!

2009-06-03T16:48:00.008+08:00

OLAAAA (:

I'll be setting up a stall on 7th June
with Rie, Sher & Minnn!

THIS SUNDAY PEEPS!

So if y'all are free, come dwn & support us!
mayb even buy a thing or two frm us ay? :D

&& its "supposedly" th start of th 2wk hols
But hw can u call it a HOLIDAY whn u
gna spend most of yr time completin all th projs
due ryte aft sch re-opens??

I'm hopeful for
my Org Beh & Econs tests..I think?
Waaay btr thn th way I felt f
th FoodSci test a wk ago

Hmmmmmm....
been tinkin of startin
to blog usin PROPER ENGLISH.
no short forms, no singlish, no chi/may slangs
WHADDAYA THINK EH?
mus cont t prac my written Engurishu in some way no?

2009-05-31T23:32:00.003+08:00

2009-05-31T22:53:00.010+08:00

HELLOOOO :D

Tml's th start of th Mid-Sem TESTS!
actually I onlaaye haf 2 (:
since I had most of th tests a wk ago
SERIOUS TORTURE! D:

&& learnt smth on friday
jes goes t show some ppl haf nt grown up!
Oh no no, I'm nt upset abt th comment
used t it aft so many ignorant F****
made such comments in pri sch
thats the thing
PRIMARY SCHOOL.

th last time I saw such behaviour was in Sec1
shockin t knw tt it still carries on
whn u're alrd in Poly
ohwells, it ain't my prob tt u c me tt way
judgin me based on appearance
&& I'm proud of bein an Indian,
havin skin colour tt resembles
MILO, CHOCO & DOMOKUN!

*sigh* It's YOU I pity
a pathetic soul who hasn't changed
tho th world is in its 21st century
I jes haf one thing t say t u - GROW UP!
=_________=

What goes around comes around no?

Jesus, You are all I need in this life

2009-05-26T23:34:00.002+08:00

JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL.
& save me frm this road I'm on

It's getting harder everyday

2009-05-24T22:58:00.007+08:00

LET ME SHARE WITH YOU

a tiny little secret...

Poly lyfe's been goin pretty rushed
Can't stop & take a breather
If you do, everyone has gone waaay ahead of u

Today I passed by PHS in th train
No idea what happened
all th memories rushing back
& tears started rolling dwn my cheeks
I mean I wasn't even aware tt I was ~~crying~~!!
till th laydee beside me
passed me a tissue & smiled (:

It's been so long since leaving high sch
yet tt part of me I jus can't bear to give up on
(I mean I was ~~cryin~~ on th train!)

OMG WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO??!!

Poly's been great even with th stress & all
th ppl ard me haf made it tolerable
easier to keep facing such HUGE amts of stress
with a good support system ard u

still...feels lyk thr's smth missing
an empty feeling
everything familiar to me is
disappearin one by one..

2009-05-21T16:49:00.008+08:00

PICTURE TIMEE! <3

It's been a month since fst day in Temasek Poly
OMGAWSH. so fast man!
some pics taken w 1J01 peeps f yr viewin pleasure :D
(since I haf nt posted pics here in a loong time)

Frm top left: YiYang, Me, Hui Min, Riane, Nigel, Si Hui, Gan Jun, Gerald
Middle row: Si Hui, Jeremy, Su Yi, Rachel
Front dude: Gideon
Photographers: Jewel & Yi Chao

Can u tell th 5 peeps at th bak r behind th window? :D

Random-ness durin Comm Skills! (thks t YiChao!)

Vy & Minnn (:

During OB lect! (Su Yi & Yi Chao are asleep infront)

Before playing badminton!

ZOMG. this pic so looks lyk a fmly portrait :o

Francis & Hadi! th jokers of th class :D

Vy! she's gt split personality siol >:)

Jewel! fst person I spoke to durin Orientation(:

Su Hui! she reminds me so much of Sheryl & loves ~~bullyin~~ me! D:

Su Yi! th fst person I met frm CCM (& 1J01) XD

Rain! *laughs* (inside joke) she thinks bein anti-social is kewl :D

classic camera shot! too bad Rain isn't here ):

Minnn(: Sheryl's pri sch fren

I don't haf individual pics w th rest of th class D:
NEXT MISSION:
take pic w Si Hui, Rachel, Michelle, Flora, Byeon, Nigel, Yiyang, YiChao
Gan Jun, Gideon, Jeremy & Gerald

2009-05-17T18:45:00.004+08:00

YAY FINALLY!

Completed my Comm Skills research yst
& th always horrid horrid BCS e-learnin this noon!

WHOOPPPEEEEE~

last wk finalaaye met up w SHERYL dearie! (:
had dinner, chatted & jus totally cam-whored in th toilets
*sheepish smile*

with all the assignments piling up, it's G.R.E.A.T t take a break in btwn
meet up w pals t tok cock, act retard, be random, go crazaaye!
& jus be away frm th stress of it all

Hope we can have our moviee outing like we planned!
*looks at Jeanne & Rie*

OH OH OH! Thr's a flea market thingy coming up in June
$42 per table
anyone interested t start a stall w me?
PLS SAY YESS! :D

Simply put, I love you

2009-05-13T23:29:00.003+08:00

I'M SICK.

Had a major major migraine in th morn - lyk a knife slicin thru
Cud't go t sch tday cos of it lols ):
(this is whr u shud go aawwwww)
at least escape frm 3HOURS of biz computing skills. yuck!
Doc says I've too much things running in my head.
Time to let my brain rest a little bit uh.

OH-AM-GEE.
I srsly hate tt stupid research f Comm Skills!
I dno which aspect t focus on
& th internet keeps spewing CRAP at me

>:(

totalaaye feel like pullin out all my hair
WHO said Poly lyfe is relaxed?
If u ain't a Poly student, u haf absolutely NO IDEA.

need t take time away frm th hustle & bustle

2009-05-11T22:12:00.010+08:00

HELLOOOO! :D

tday was an awesome day
& I'm uber glad tt 1J01 is bonding better!
played badminton tgr aft sch
I'm seriously NOOB at it!
kept ~~missing~~ th hits & ~~droppin~~ th shuttlecock
*blushes*

bt I had loadsa F.U.N (:
sad tt SU HUI was being anti-social
& she jus slept at th corner of th sports hall
aha LOL!

was fun watchin th peepos play
especially Hadi uh!
pretend t act professional
bt end up missin th hits quite alot >:)
Jeremy, Su Yi & Yi Chao are rly gud players sia
well DUH. since they r sports peeps.

thks t EVERYONE f th great time spent
hope we can continue to bond more!
also, mus rem t force Su Hui a.k.a COCONUT
t b less anti-social uh
HAHAHA! >:)

&& fst found out Hui Min was Sher's pri sch fren
nw, learnt tt Si Hui was Wenyi, Tinting & Stacy's pri sch fren!
COOL eh? :D

th world is seriously damn small LOL

& I want t c ur face..

2009-05-10T23:15:00.006+08:00

YAYNESS!

Lucky I haf sucha big mouth & confronted th peeps
& everything's out in th open
hopefully everything's settled yeahs. (:

SO IGNORE TH PREV POST!

I'm definitely upset. Like really ~~hurt~~
cos I put in so much effort
& sucha conclusion was drawn out

Aiyah, whatever happened, happened.
nw it's time t set things RIGHT

I'M REAL SRY FOR UPSETTING U ON UR DAY!
bt if I had nt spoken t u
nothing wud haf been settled
(& sry f my horrible horrible temper)

yea its pretty late nw but

HAPPY 17TH BDAY YINNY!

no matter what happens
bonds cnt be severed completely
so sadly even if u hate me, u'll still tink of me (:

I still blame her
bt I made a mistake too
by trusting her

2009-05-10T21:42:00.005+08:00

DEAR GIRLFRIEND.

I haf no idea wot's goin on
& y u are ignoring all of us so suddenly
HELLO? If we did anythin t upset u
why did u nt come over & tell us straight!
OMGAWSH COME ON.
we've been frens for 4 friggin long yrs
& sucha small matter u can't even tok t us abt?
thn I dun knw hw strong our friendship has been f so long
have we jus been puttin on a facade?
or are we really friends?
It wud suck if th friendship ended over smth so trivial
but then again...
can't believe u din talk t us str abt sucha thing
thks luh.
our so-called friendship doesn feel lyk it means ANYTHING

btw, thks AMANDA f sabo-ing th rest of us.
I'm nt afraid t say this out loud
cos I feel tt's EXACTLY wot u did.

2009-05-06T10:38:00.003+08:00

HEYYA!

At th free access com labs nw (:
Can u believe I'm havin a 4 HOUR break?! lolol! :D
Edittin th final parts t my Food Dish Assignment
which due tml MORN!
Oh th horror D:

BYEEEEEEE~

2009-05-05T23:40:00.005+08:00

ZOMG I FEEL SO UBER WEIRD

It sucks. Big time.
My reactions are srsly very late man!
We graduated last Oct & I'm only gettin tt empty feeling NOW!

My current class is so diff frm 4H
& miss seeing all those familiar faces ard sch
esp th "canteen gang" as Rie calls us XD
almost 20 of us will meet up at th canteen & jus hang tgr :D
& we're all frm diff classes!
A mix of th sec 2 class cliques I guess (:

I really truely M.I.S.S those days...

FINALLY MEETING UP ON SAT! <3
Haven't seen Sher, Jing, Claraaye, HM, Vic & th rest in a loooonngg time!

I realise I prefer typin in th middle nw. heh.
altho I'm typin this post at th side. LOL
how random.

random-ness. me & ma girls have gone PRO

2009-05-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

FEELING ALOT BETTER NOW.
:D

Thks alot to Deepan for your motivation.
& of cos, Thks alot to GOD for always being with me - Now & Forever

2009-05-04T20:05:00.003+08:00

URGH!

I've been pms-ing alot of late.
Keep getting agitated and angry at th smallest thing
most of th time in a foul mood
& I dun even knw why!

well, actually things have been goin bad lately
alotta things cocking up
things nt goin as I hope it'll go
& it sucks. D:

but sch was great tday :D
thks t 1J01 f startin t do things as a class!
sadly cudn't play badminton w 'em ):
had t go f a job interview
(which was another failure)

Was plannin on completing my Fav Food proj
bt I can't concentrate whn I'm ~~angry~~
so tink I'll jus get up early tml
& continue on it thn...

OH GREAT.
nw my earpiece is busted!
what th HELL is goin on?!

I hate getting angry at even th smallest thing
What's happenin to me!

2009-05-02T19:58:00.004+08:00

I'M STRESSED OUT! D:

th stupid BCS assignment almost gave me a heart attack
& it only plays a MINOR role in th whole coursework
=__________=

&& Su Hui is evil! D:
she keeps calling me peanut! *growls*
so I shall call her coconut! >:)
MUAHAHAHA!

I knw luhh, its uber lame
bt who cares uh!
HAHAHA!
I'm just gna live life to th fullest
& be deaf/blind t negative comments or incidents
thn u'll definitely b enjoy lyfe (:

Heard someone at th mushroom say
"I'm too cool to care!" last tues
(while waiting f th rest to come luhhs)
I haf no idea hu said it - some engine guy I think
& it has STUCK w me ever since!
nice logo yea? :D

OH YEAH!
th mushroom is TP's meet up place f most of us
th whole space is actually called th TP Plaza
bt thr's this round thing in th middle
& soooo does nt look lyk a mushroom uh I swear
it's jes round luh. LOL!

can this love be true?

2009-05-01T17:07:00.003+08:00

THIS IS 1J01 (:

Sadly Hady, Francis, Flora & Gan Jun are nt in th pic D:

We must take another pic with every one in it - even with our CP, Mr Tripp!

Oh yea, can take nxt mon since we're gna eat as a class w Mr Tripp at TOP TABLE!
& we onlaaye need t fork out 5 bucks! He's gna pay th rest (I tink?)
YAYNESS! :D

2009-04-29T23:21:00.001+08:00

I'M SUPER TIRED!

soon I'll be a walking zombie la!
*sobs uncontrollably*

tday we had a 4 HOUR break instead of th usual 3
cos th tutorial ended earlier
*cue for applause*
so Riane, Su Hui, Ivy, Hui Min & I went dwn t Tampines Central
went t get our herbs f tml!
thk gudness cold storage had fresh rosemary
most places haf powdered one onlaaye ):

Niways aft buyin we came out & wonderin whr to eat
We were tinkin of eatin at subway
bt I worked thr f so long so din feel lyk goin luh
kinda sick of th sandwich thr

whn we walkin halfway heard someone call Su Hui
tot it was a fren hu recognised her or smth
& I was busy cursin ma crazaaye fone f hangin agn
so I din look up uh
& guess wat?
ended up it was th rest of th 1J01 peeps!
they were seated in Subway actually
LOL! thr's whr we were plannin to eat at too

aft which went to IVY's hse! (:
met her mum & her sis
we went thr t put th herbs in her fridge
scared tt they'll dry up halfway
thn bused dwn t sch & it was BCS tutorial
OMGOSH SO BORING! D:
I tink th subj I'll hate most will be BCS f sure

Kay I'm nt sposed t b on9 nw actually
Haf nt completed H&T tutorial work yet!

BUH BYE!

& I'll always be thinkin of you. U left yr imprints in my lyfe

2009-04-28T21:35:00.003+08:00

I MISS THE PHS GANG D:

Poly's been alright so far
th work pile is getting bigger! ):
knw alotta ppl all over th sch :D
so anywhr I go thr's someone t recognise & say hi
& well, th onlaaye ~~upsetting~~ part is
tt my class ain't as united as I wished it wud b

We were pretty alright durin orientation & last wk
bt this wk thr's a pretty huge rift.
bcos of reasons unknown
guess who we sat wit, spoke to & all tt played a part..
th class is split into 3 grps sadly D:
Yea yea, thr's always cliques in class
bt in high sch we had 40 peeps in one class -so nt tt obvious uh
nw thr's lyk onlaaye 21 peeps so it's friggin obvious

Ah well, a typical situation in a teens lyfe
if nt nw, sooner or later u're sure to experience smth similar
It's jus hw u gna look at it.

EITHER
You can sit & sulk tt yr class ain't united
& feel upset until u hate goin t sch

OR
u can b grateful everyone's still on tokin terms
nt lyk its totally impossible t tok t th rest of 'em
or tt we're at each other's throats.
& also th fact tt u made some pretty awesome pals
whom can b ur proj grp mates
& u can hang out with durin breaks & stuff
nt lyk yr a total loner yea?

I'm happy just th way I am
I've met awesome pals in class
& also in other courses & th other 2 ccm classes
so what's thr to b upset abt?
I'm nt gna let one minor issue affect me
perhaps in th future we'll bcome closer yea (:

ADIOS!
I'm uber uber tired man!
tday was a long long long long day ):

I'm missing you more & more. I jes can't help it

2009-04-24T20:54:00.005+08:00

HELLO (:

Yea so its th last dy of my fst wk of sch in TP
since its only th fst wk its pretty slack & all
we only did intros to all th subjects
& my class is warming up to each other :D :D
sadly, Bell isn't in our class ):
she jes orientated w us cos her class was nt confirmed
bt nw she's gone to 1J02

within 4 dys of sch I haf convinced my classmates
tt I am completely NUTS!
esp Su Hui, Ivy, Riane & Hui Min
I haf yet to convince Jewel, Si Hui, Su Yi, Michelle, Rachel & th guys
HAHAHA! >:)

&& alotta surprising things happened!!
Here are some egs (:

Riane seemed alot lyk Wei Ting whn I fst met her
BUT..

1. She can b uber agressive - she forced me t sign up f
INDIAN dance w her
2. Even tho she's chinese, she watches Indian movies w her fmly
& yes (as shown above) she wants to join INDIAN dance
3. She asked me to shut up every 10-15min *sobs*
4. She lyks to bang into me & cause me t walk ~~off-balance~~

Su Hui reminded me of Sheryl whn I fst met her
NOW..

1. She still reminds me of Sheryl
2. She says certain things tt Sheryl says at times
3. She does th hand action thing Sheryl does alot

I have a classmate named Hui Min

1. She knows Sheryl
2. They were frm th same Pri Sch
3. They were pretty close durin those dys

I had a classmate named Si Yang ( 4 goat)
NOW..

1. I have a classmate named Yi Yang (1 goat)
2. He totally reminds me of Samuel
3. He's voice sounds lyk Samuel's
4. Valerie agrees tt he seems lyk Samuel

I tot those arrogant/cool lookin Seniors will ~~ignore~~ me
BUT..

1. They are absolutely crazy
2. They are uber childish
3. They scream alot alot alot
4. They say Hi even t ppl they dno

I walked past 2 seniors during lunch tday

1. One looked alot like QIU HUI
2. her friend looked abit lyk WAI PING
3. They are defo good friends
4. Cos they were linkin arms & walkin tgr
0_______0

There are alot of couples in TP (duh)
BUT..

1. Most of them are multi racial couples
2. There are alot of chi/mly couples
3. Thr are actually cute guys hu are single
5. Most dun lyk PDA & dun carry it out
6. Not even holding hands
7. I only knew they are a couple frm other seniors
8. If nt I wud haf nvr known

HAHAHAHA!
:D

thr are lots lots more
bt I can't b postin abt everything ya?

so me goin off!
tml gotta start on my fst 3 assignments
*awwwws*

CIAO!

2009-04-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

YOWE! :3

tday's officially th fst day of Poly.
It srsly din feel lyk I was goin to sch!
I mean whr's th uniform? whr's th textbks?
uberrr weird seh..

& th fact tt th timing of classes each dy is diff
no more th standard time of 7-3 daily
I'm glad tt I dun haf t get up super early anymore
bt I haf t start goin hm late ):

had th laptop roadshow tday
since it isn't ~~compulsory~~ f CCM students t haf one
I'm nt gna get it till I rly need it
(see, I'm sucha considerate, thrifty daughter :D)

OH YEAH!
kept gettin alotta missed calls frm this unkwn no
& it was actually th TP admin side
callin t say tt my late appeal t BSG was successful
cos some of 'em left & nw gt vacancy
=___________=

NOW THN U TELL ME!
I mean aft th orientation all done
thn u expect me to change?
No thks man.
I'm alrd startin t get used t ma class peeps
& th course I'm in & th lecturers
so I'm nt gna make a last min change nw
it'll b uber weird I guess
I'll just stay here, thank you very muchieeee (:

alrightey
ciao!

2009-04-18T22:07:00.003+08:00

ORIENTATION DAY TWO

In th morn met up w our course manager & care person (a.k.a form tch)
my CP's an ang moh le!
bt nth lyk Mr BREAD White luhhs ): ):
his name's SHAWN TRIPP - weird surname huh?
Listened to 'em tok abt th importance of attendance etc
& th consequences of skippin tutorials also
they roughly sketched out what isit we gna b doin f th nxt 3 yrs
since we're still freshies we need nt know every single detail

Got our matric card & I look so fugly!
they made th pic so BIG it made my face look so rounded
=_____=

&& of course our timetable f th semester
th timing's kinda weird luh
bt at least its a whole lot btr thn 1J03's one
(asked my mass dance partner a.k.a Robert Pattinson)

On Mon sch's frm 9-1
Tues & Fri is 11-6
Wed & Thurs is 10 - 4.30

on wed thr's this huge 3HOUR break in btwn
& I tink I'm gna be sian-ed out f th fst few wk or so
at least till th homework begins piling up uh

BIZ SCH WAS TH OVERALL CHAMP AGN!

why agn?
cos we alrd won the title 4 TIMES before! :D

bt sadly I tink we din win f mass dance
cos we cud nt hear th music
& some went too slow while others went too fast

thr was this issue w th dance partner think
alotta ppl kept changin partners
& it bcame quite chaotic
I was uber pissed bcos c'mon luh!
it's jez a friggin dance & ur worried abt hu u gna dance wit
lyk u gna get married t tt person or smth
it's th fst time i faced sucha prob
I mean hw childish can you get yea?
"I dun wan partner her, I wan partner you" & all
L.O.L =________=

thr was jam & hop at nite agn
bt din go cos I was uber uber tired
even tho orientation wasn as tiring as FOW
so jez went hm str aft dinner
I rly wanted t b thr luh
bt my body refused to let me b thr D: D:
*sigh*

When is th nxt RELIEZ outing!
I miss everyone alrd! ):

& I especially miss you..

2009-04-16T22:42:00.003+08:00

ORIENTATION DAY ONE

yeahs, like what th header reads
tday was fst dy of biz sch orientation
& finally gt t meet ma course mates
also those who will b in th same class as me (:

Since th intake for CCM is only 60 ppl
thr are only 3 classes: 1J01 to 1J03
I'm in 1J01 with 23 other ppl (:
1 guy din come so thr were 12 girls & 11 guys present

I was shocked whn I saw th type of guys in CCM
din expect such guys t choose sucha course seh
(all quite ~~ah beng~~, macho types)
& most of 'em chose CCM as fst choice uh!
*mouth wide open*

okaaye back t ma class
so far we've intro-ed & all
bt gotten t knw a few of 'em onlaaye

The girls
. Su Yi
. Jewel
. Si Hui
. Su Hui
. Flora
. Ivy
. Belle
. Hui Min
. Rachel
. Michelle
. Riane
. ME! :D

The guys
.Gideon
.Bjorn
.Nigel
.Yi yang
.Hady
.Francis
.Gerald
.(name unknown)
.(name unknown)
.(name unknown)

Y do I nt knw their names?
cos volunteers were asked t participate
in th dragon boat competition tml
so they went tgr w Rachel, Su Yi & Michelle
& they din come bak till endin time
yeah. hence, I din get t knw 'em much
I shall do so tml! (altho they'll b busy practisin I guess)

Out of th 1700 freshies frm biz sch
100 ppl were chosen t represent th biz sch
f th mass dance competition tml
mostly they chose FO peeps cos we alrd learnt it
so we shud b familiar w it
I wore th FO shirt tday so cud nt escape uh
so they picked me out. LOL
bt I din mind cos doin th mass dance is uber fun :D
so I'm part of th 100 ppl representin biz sch!
*hoots hoots!*

& Reliez is super united!
we met up for dinner aft orientation agn
sadly I had t ~~leave~~ earlier
cos tml's orientation agn & gotta b up early
*sigh*

OH YEAH!
since thr are only 60 ppl
(& we're so friggin small compared t th other courses)
tink it shud b easy t get th knw th other peeps
I alrd gt t knw a few - Priya, Lloyd & another Michelle
&& my mass dance partner ( oh mesh I din ask his name)
I tink he looks abit like Robert Pattinson!
Rie agrees w me cos she saw him XD

Hotmail is soo weird
Sent an email w th pics taken last sat t Tabs
& tday I realise it kinda bounced bak!
=____=

alrightey I'm off
will update tml agaaain
CIAO PEEPS (:

Sorry u cudnt get th pics Tabs!

2009-04-14T22:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY BDAY JAN & JEANNE (:

YEAPS.
tday is th NEW yr f all Indians of th world
which is sadly nt recognised by th gov
so we celebrate it on our own
even Vasantham has a special movie tnite!
which is actually playing nw - Vaaranam Aayiram!
One of ma all time fav movies.
It's th onlaaye pic I watched more thn once in theatre kay
th fst time last dec w mum & in jan w Tabs

:D :D

so jez came back frm Jan's hse
she was havin her sweet 16th bday celebs
&& I loooove her new pet cuckatoo!
It can get real ~~annoyin~~ w its screechin bt its uber cute!
It dances ard whn loud fast music is played (:
& it knws hw t say mum, dad, bro, sis in Tamil!
of course it knws hw t say hi & bye toos

Oh yea!
It even said "shut up" to Jan yst!
*jaw drops*
It wunt eat unless someone FEEDS it
so pampered yea?

did I mention sch's starting NEXT WK?!
that's uber uber fast!

& orientation is this thurs & fri
excited yet totalaaye freaked out man
rly hope it'll b as awesome as FOW! :D
*hoots hoots*

photos frm FOW & last sat on FB!

2009-04-08T14:30:00.004+08:00

RELIEZ FOW IS {LOVE}!

2009-04-05T13:08:00.011+08:00

TPSU's FOW ROCKED SOCKS!

HEY I'M UBER HIGH RIGHT NW!

Camp ended yst *sobs uncontrollably*
Although I ~~din~~ go th 2nd day f personal reasons
I honestly had a BLAST!

Nw I'm gna write a fully detailed post abt th camp (:
Get ready ehs!

There were 5 empires in th camp uh
HOLQA. NEXO. RELIEZ (!). RINKU. ZETTEN

Rie, Ys & I were forced t split luh
Awwwwww!
actually ma name was on th board twice (no idea y)
th fst one was in Reliez & th other in Rinku
bt decided t go Reliez cos Ys oso sorted into Reliez *guilty look*
& Rie was in Nexo

I NVR regretted makin tt choice bcos...
RELIEZ WAS UBER UBER UBER AWESOMEZ!! :D

thr was 3 subgrps in RELIEZ!
Relgan.Relyon & Rello

th fst few ppl I gt t knw was Naida & Hanim
oh yea, Naida reminded me SO MUCH of Jeanne!
bt they were sent to Relyon & I was sent t Rello
so I was a little annoyed cos they was goin another subgrp ):
& we spend most of our time w our subgrp

Ys & me were both in Rello! (hw cool is tt huh?)
thr were 12 members all tgr :D :D
Vera. Shirlene. Charlene. Ann Nee. Hafiqah. Virina.Ys. Me
Presley. Al. Shah. Shaun. (fgot his name cos he bailed aft fst dy).

I jez went crazaaye & said hi t everyone
& they rly nice ppl too!
I mean thr were some hu shot me a weird look & all
bt most of 'em responded! :D

Fst dy we played icebreakers & stion games
& learnt all our Empire cheers
th best part was most of 'em were simple & self made!
they din copy frm other schs or anythin
every cheer sounded unique
ma fav one was created only an hr b4 FOW started
later I post th cheer!
(bt It's COPYRIGHTED TP, so dun spread t otha schs.LOL)

2nd dy was mass dance & performance nite
(which I missed)
*sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh*

3rd dy was water sports & hungry!
& of cos a super duper tearful goodbye D:
some ppl started cryin & all
bt I no reaction till I gt bak hm, thn I felt really sad
as ALWAYS, I reacted damn late
=_____=

Oh! Did I mention I met 3 other Samanthas!
Samantha Chua also frm RELIEZ!, Samantha one of subcom
& Samantha Whang frm ZETTEN

Weird huh? :D

Hope I can keep in touch w th freshies & GLs I met!
Made soooo many crazaaye new peeps! :D
*waves to Rello ppl, Sarah, Swee Han, Joanna, Nisa, Atifa & everyone else!*

Oh & there sooo many GLs f RELIEZ!
bt ma fav were mostly th ones frm ma subgrp Rello!

& I've nvr felt so strongly abt a camp b4!
(well cept f Taman Negara, bt tt camp we alrd knw each otha)
this camp we went as strangers & come bak as pals :D:D

I'd like to thk them so so much f makin this camp so damn F.U.N!
(th names r in order of hu I gt t knw fst)

SUSAN.ERIC. FATHIN. DESMOND L. VANESSA. DINESH.
HARI. JESLYN. DESMOND (2). ALVIN. GLENN. GRACE
HAKIM. ANGERLINA. AIZAT. VICTORIA. SHAWN. SHAWN L
GIDEON. FARHAN. EMYLEE. NICK. KEVIN. MARVIN

& ALL TH OTHER GLS! (sry I can't rem right nw)

THKS SO MUCH GLS! LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!

pics up soon! <3

2009-04-01T12:28:00.003+08:00

DEAR PERSON

I. HATE. YOU.

2009-03-29T00:04:00.003+08:00

RAHHHHS

I feel...so mixed up inside

thr's onlaaye so much I can tell u
its up t u if u wna listen or let it pass u by
all stakes r in yr hands - no one else's
so if anythin goes wrong
u've gt onlaaye yrself t blame

I still feel u're makin a wrong decision..
oh well, it's yr lyfe, it's yr choices

can u just sit by & let yr loved one make a huge mistake?
whn she goes dwn, who do u blame?

2009-03-27T12:11:00.004+08:00

HEYYS

ignore th post b4 this
was in a seriously foul mood luh

I still feel th same way as I did whn I was typin tt dy
jus tt I'm more calm nw
& I guess I'm willing t wait & see hw things go

I mean a few rotten apples doesn spoil th whole basket yea?

nw back t th present

I fell dwn agn yst!
urgh ):
it isn't as major as last yr (whn I had a hairline fracture)
bt I guess I worsened th condition
by walkin ard f more thn 3 hrs aft I fell
*oops*

so nw its swollen lyk a ball
HAHAHA! :D
& I can't go out tday until th swell goes dwn

bt I'm still expected t sweep th flr all
=_____=

btw I haf FINALLY highlighted ma hair burgundy!
bt it's nt too obvious
cos I told th laydee I din wan it so bright
wait l8r I look lyk some PURPLE headed freaak

I like it. It's pretty okaaye
bt I wish it was a tad bit brighter..
well hey -since th highlight is slightly dark,
it looks kinda natural :D

okiee
I'm outta here manz

C.I.A.O

2009-03-25T22:12:00.003+08:00

SCREW IT!

I am so so so so sick & pissed off at guys
I seriously wish every single one of 'em jus disappears
this world will b so much better w/o their kind!

Y did God create such a brainless, emotion-less, egocentric, pathetic, moronic
pig-faced, aggressive, annoyin, insensitive, unappreciative, useless, horny,
& most imptly - REDUNDANT species EVER?

I mean he cud've jus made us asexual
or reproduce th way cells do - cell division
so we dun need guys to continue th existence of our species!

seriously.
hw does He expect us girls
(hu actually haf brains, emotions & are considerate beings)
do get along w th species tt is th exact OPPOSITE?
even worse, get married t one of 'em someday
URGH!

I HATE MEN.
it's simple as tt

every single one of 'em haf either disappointed me
or caused me hurt in some way
NONE of 'em haf ever proved wrong th sentiment
tt their species were unfeeling spastic pathetic beings
unlike us females - th superior gender of course.

ALL OF 'EM ARE HUGE DISAPPOINTMENTS!!

>:(

I've started becomin a very strong feminist
anyone care to join?

lets drive this redundant species to EXTINCTION!

2009-03-24T11:32:00.003+08:00

1.2.3
It's all over now.

2009-03-23T18:00:00.004+08:00

YAYNESS!

th com's finally hooked up & running (:

I'm finally free frm all th unpacking, shiftin of things etc
Earlier I had so much to type bt nw my mind is ~~blank~~

I'm slooowwwlllyyy gettin used t th new environment
& I guess I'll b able to adapt fast enough
bt I still miss th old place o' course
I mean I pretty much grew up thr no? ):

Niways I've been thinkin of th past
abt th good & bad things tt occured in ma lyfe
It's funny hw things tt seemed so serious thn is jus a joke nw
esp those minor fights u haf w u frens
f eg thr was once I was uber mad at a fren cos she "stole" my partner
& I din speak t her th whole wk f tt
HAHAHA! hw funaaye

I rem I was 14 & cudn't wait to reach 16
nw tt I'm turnin 17 I wish I cud turn back time & go bak
I miss th innocence of childhood
being able to make mistakes & tt u can get away w it
bcos u're still a kid!
nw u gotta re-think ur choices
cos 1 minor mistake & ur lyfe takes a MAJOR turn

):

I feel lyk I'm at some kinda crossroad in my lyfe
pri sch & high sch is over *sigh*
th nxt few steps I take bring me closer to adulthood
*shudders & gasps*
& th time I haf to enjoy bein a kid is slowly comin t an ~~end~~
soon enuf I gotta b responsible, mature
gotta handle adult problems lyk work & bills bla bla bla
no chance to whine, act childish or play on th swings
w/o feelin outta place & embarrased cos u're grown up nw

It sucks to grow up so fast
In a blink of an eye my childhood has passed
& here comes th adult life
*groans*

I wonder if I'd continue blogging even whn I'm an adult..

2009-03-14T22:30:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOO (:

Just wna say...

I'll be M.I.A f abit
shiftin hse tml

D:D:D:

so th com will b unplugged
& I haf a feelin it wun b installed till thurs or smth

SO CHOWS!
(for nw)

I imagine wot could haf been everyday
Deep dwn, I've always wanted u & me t be US..

2009-03-08T23:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY WAIPING & SHAYNA! (:

I knw 8 mar is comin to an end alr
(& onlaaye nw I'm postin th shout-out)
cos I jus came hm luh
was at th new hse th WHOLE dy
busy decidin whr to put what crappy thing
& wot to renovate etc.

it was uber HOT luh I tell ya.
No friggin fan in th hse
9hrs in th sauna!
=____=

was super pissed w ma unc
whn I was tryin t pick out my cabinets & stuff
he kept tryin t force his ideas on me!
lyk H-E-L-L-O!
I haf my own way of doin things
& I haf may own preferences
so just give yr suggestions!
no need t compell me t agree w wot u said uh!

URGH.

okaaye I'm goin off nw
I'm dead shagged

males are onlaaye capable of causin u hurt

2009-03-07T13:41:00.002+08:00

WASSUP!

Been real busy w internship & packing
I'm gna b movin t th new hse on Ling's bday!
*cries uncontrollably*

OHOH!
I jus rem smth interestin happened (:
on mon aft th med check-up
Yin, Rie, Yee Sin & I went t th library awhile
& I randomly typed ma name on th com luhs
thr were soo many bks w ma name
(since Samantha is nw a pretty common name) D:

BUT..
guess wot?
I found a bk titled "Samantha Jane's missing smile"!
I knw I knw- ma name's spelled Samantha JAYNE.
but hey! it's ultimately th same name no?
it was a kids bk
& went dwn t go luk f it
it was abt hw to cope with th lose of a parent!
whn yin saw th storyline she was lyk
"eh, yr lyfe story!"
nw hw freakaaye is tt?

:D:D

so we read th bk
( finished readin in 5min)
& it was abt this young girl- Samantha Jane
bt everyone calls her Sammy Jane
her father ~~died~~ one dy
& she stopped smiling aft tt
so th story was abt hw her neighbour
cheered her up & made her realise
tt her father wud always b with her in her heart
(is th summary correct?)
*looks at Rie *

HAHAHA!
I wonder hu wrote th bk sial
it's not exactly lyk wot happened in ma lyfe
(I mean my dad didn ~~die~~ or anythin)
but pretty similar (:

alrightey
ciao!

A part of tt bk touched a spot in my <3
bcos wot Sammy Jane was feelin( in th bk )
was exactly hw I had felt 11yrs ago..

2009-02-28T23:57:00.005+08:00

Seeing th BARE walls in th room
makes me realise I'm leavin real SOON...

make th pain go away

2009-02-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

HEYYO PPL OF EARTH!
(quoted frm icarly) ^^

Niways

almost everyone's blog is dyin!
includin ~~mine~~
so tts y im bak t revive it (:
(everyone put ya hands up & holla!)

been internin f ma cousin's gf
actually I wasn qualified!
since I'm nt gna b 18 anytime soon
but bcos I'm her fren's cous I was allowed t try it out :D:D

its been fun rly - with 4 other interns
but they are all older thn me laa
& all currently doin some media related course
they're really fun & crazy ppl
nice t hang w 'em whn we gt nth t do
(which is most of th time luh)
especially ME!
cos I'm th youngest & LEAST experienced
so I get lesser jobs t handle & I hafta observe mostly

>:(

went out w Rie tdae
reminisced abt th past as usual
finally toked abt smth I've nvr openly spoken abt
a few ppl knw abt it but only bits & pieces of it
they din knw th whole truth
cos I nvr felt comfortable discussin abt it
wanted t keep it t maself actually
bt tday I din feel bothered abt it anymore
jus wanted t say it all out
guess I've moved on (like FINALLY sial)
:D:D

& its upsettin t see my hse lukin lyk rather bare nw
packed most of th things alrd
onlaaye mum's bks & some kitchenware left

I pretty much grew up in this hse,
in this neighbourhood.
frm 7yrs old to 17yrs old sia
10 friggin LONG years!
I'm gonna miss everything...

yin posted abt th hse too
she doesn live here bt she's oso attached
HAHAHA! (:
so imagine hw upsettin it is f ME

I've gotta adjust t a new sch AND a new hse
all at th same time!
it's nt gna b easy but I gotta try..
*sigh*

ayte. sayounara!

2yrs ago, on this very day I was th happiest girl alive
cos my wish had come true..
u were mine & I was yrs

2009-02-19T17:53:00.004+08:00

YO!

I'm nt sposed t b here ryte nw
but no one's in th rm!
so hehehehe

OMG.
found out yst tt this girl I din wna see ever agn
is in th course tt I appealed to
so felt lyk cancellin it
but hey! y shud I cancel jus bcos of one dumb person?
wotever is meant t happen will happen
niways, th planned intake f tt course is 500+ ppl
so wots th odds tt we'd b in th same class?
(tt is if th appeal is successful)

BUT..
if sway we end up in th same class
*touch wood*
Imma jus gna make frens w someone else asap
so I wun haf t hang wit her
MUAHAHAHA!

yea yea I knw its childish
but if u knew wot I went thru w her
u'd totally get it

ayte. gotta run!

screw her f goin thr!
Lord, pls dun make me see her face too often!
U knw hw much I went thru
I dun wan history t repeat itself..

2009-02-14T22:30:00.010+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S/ FRIENDSHIP DAY!

Spent this awesome dy with dearies <3
too bad Bea had t leave early ):

Niways

here are th pics! (:
sry thr were 70 pics taken
so cud oni put th pics w our faces
get th "artistic" & random pics frm me on msn

ps: this is my 400th post! hw cool is tt? (:

2009-02-11T15:07:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

yea life's been movin pretty slow
still I'm enjoyin every min of it (:
since I won't b able t b this relaxed once sch begins

my final wk of work (hurray!)
good riddance t tt horrible terrible colleague of mine
I'm gna quit on fri & hand over th uniform on sat
& if he's thr im sure t murder him brutally

>:)

Internship roughly begins on th 16th
it'll b 3 dys a wk cos thr are 2 otha interns
tink might work at aunt's wkplace on ma off days
but she hasn replied yet
so ain't so sure if thr's vacancies anot D:D:

niways...

till sch begins in april imma

1. celebrate to th max
2. sleep in till 10 (whnever I can)
3. go out as much as possible
4. watch tv until ma eyeballs pop out

yupps, jus relax & enjoy yea
no need t tense up

even if th internship ends early
I wunt rly bother luh
cos I'd haf more time t relax fully
ya noe - get as much as rest as possible
b4 u haf t get up & start running agn

cheerioo peeps!

ps: pics of Rie's Sexy 17th bday up real soon!

2009-02-04T13:39:00.003+08:00

ZOMG!

It's alrd FEB!
time rly rly flies damn fast sial

& th JC students haf started sch.
all th best y'all!
hmpfh. no fair.
th JC peeps are able t mingle w new ppl alrd
& us poly goers gotta w8 till april ):
*groans*

yea I'm missin EVERYONE loads & loads!
*sigh* but wot t do?
everyone has t move on with their lives..

yea so nw I'm gna b interning at a magazine
& will take up some weekend classes at a CC or smth
jus t spend these 2 mths fruitfully

gt a job at Subway (yes, agn) actually
but gt th internship offer yst & tink it's btr t go f it
dun wna ~~turn dwn~~ a great opportunity knockin at ma door ya

yea, will work till nxt wk
hey, at least i've gained some experience!
it's pretty fun i guess but DAMN DAMN tiring
th colleagues are pretty okeh
cept f one uber sarcastic, ego-istic idiotic guy

onlaaye 6 ppl handle th shift
so little of us t do sooo much stuff
th washin up is a Nitemare I'm tellin ya
was incharge of washin dishes -& took an hr t complete uh!

alrighty
gonna haf ma lunch!

My life I leave into yr hands

2009-01-31T21:30:00.007+08:00

URGH!

I'm confused to th MAX!

I haf no idea if I shud stick t th course I gt
or appeal for:
th business course in NYP
th business course in TP
Milennia Institude

yea, I ~~din~~ get accountancy in SP/NP ):
pretty popular I guess
niwaes, fell short of th COP by 2 pts. heh.

so tryin out f a business course
which I can safely say is within ma COP
*phew*
but actually, th course I gt is also a biz course
but I'm nt sure if I wna specialize in culinary & caterin mngmt
or try another biz related course..

Yea, as u can see above I was posted to:
Culinary & Caterin mngmt in TP
its a BIZ course mind u!
some ppl tink its jus all abt cookin & thus equatin it t a no future course
=_________= (learnt this face frm Sharas) ^^

so nw I haf t decide
stick with C&C in TP?
appeal f biz in NYP? (but in yr2 gta choose 1 of th 4 options they haf)
appeal f biz in TP? (its a general biz course)
appeal f MI? ( hack poly & jus do As - least gt 3 m0re yrs t decide)

tried t appeal f YJC
but th laydee said its very risky nw
cos alotta ppl alrd applied f it
so yea..shud've jus chosen this sch in th fst place

>:(

RAWRRR!!

whr to go??

Lord, PLS PLS help me
Give me t wisdom to choose th right place t be..

2009-01-27T14:33:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOO (:

Yst was in JB th whole day
went wit th gang tt came wit us t KL
watched Inkheart & Underworld 3: Rise of the Lycans
was lotsa fun uh
nice t travel w a huge gang
but th problem is - thr were 5 young kiddos!
& all fightin t see hu gets t hold ma hand
=__=

& I'm tellin u
th streets of JB are waaayy btr thn in KL
cudn't even cross properly over thr luh!
took almost 1/2 hr jus t cross successfully sial
stupid traffic =.=

JAE postings this fri
I rly hope I get into SP
alot easier f me t travel bak & forth
& also prefer th campus (:

Lord, lead me to whr u wan me to be

2009-01-25T19:40:00.003+08:00

Pics uploaded!
taken on th "prank outin & th Ajisen outin (:

oh yes!

HAPPY CNY Y'ALL!

Goin JB tml :D
we'll b watchin at least 3 movies!
Mum's gna do her hair thr too
*hums a song*

Niths <3

2009-01-24T15:22:00.009+08:00

PISSED.

Hu is th music director of th tamil movie Khaadalil Vizhunden?

he totally ~~ripped off~~ th music frm Rihanna's unfaithful
I noe musicians use music frm different songs in their own stuff sometimes
but this song - th music is exactly th same!
whether he gt th permission t use it anot
thr's absolutely no originality luh
SHEESH.

Here's th song

y nt use ur own music?
must u use otha ppl's stuff EXACTLY th same?
I mean if u're a music director u mus've made ur own music b4 ryte?
I wudn't haf bothered if jus bits of th song were used.
but th whole damn song?!
pfffffffffft =.=

nt lyk he isn't capable of makin gud music
his other songs were pretty catchy
esp th thoyiza song
besides his Nakka Mukka song is oso damn popular

Some may thing it's unjustified t b pissed abt smth lyk this
but this is jus ma opinion.
Annoys me whn ppl do such things

2009-01-20T17:30:00.002+08:00

TODAY

went dwn t wdlands fairprice f interview
thr were loads of ppl!
so yea, it took hrs b4 it was my turn
met Sharas' fren Fatin thr (small world huh)
halfway Chandni & her frens oso came
OMIGAWSH LA.
meet so many familiar ppl at 1 place

th interview was so goddamn dumb la
they gave us a ppr which had srsly stupid qns
eg: wot is 15 divided by 3?
they even had words at th bak - rice, pepper, onion
& they were gna make us say 'em out in th interview
ROFL LMAO

& I gt mistaken f a malay AGN!
was hangin out w Fatin
& this Indian laydee come t us f help
she spoke in malay in between
sorta understood a little la so din bother

whn Fatin's turn f th interview
I said smth in tamil t th laydee & she was lyk
"OMG U NOE TAMIL AH?? Malays dun usually learn tamil"
she act so excited lyk she as if she discovered th cure to cancer
wth ryte? pffffffffffft
thn told I wasn Malay in fact an INDIAN
& she open her mouth big big agn (invitin insects to go in I tink)

Hahaha!
made 4 frens while jus waiting f t interview
Fatin , Hema ( th indian laydee), Claire & Zakir
Power.

ADIOS PPL!

I'm gna read ppl's blog posts frm 06/07
:D

I still can't digest tt 2005 was 4 yrs ago..

2009-01-20T16:28:00.009+08:00

WALKIN DWN MEMORY LANE

been reminiscin alot nwadays..

decided t rummage thru t look f pics frm 3/4 yrs ago
but its pretty hard t find!
cos sec1/2 was th time of neoprints :D
so most of it are neoprints - pasted neatly in a bk
too bad I dun own a scanner
*frowns*

well here's a few of 'em I happen t haf in th com
HAHAHA!
we all looked so "innocent"!
indeed alot of changes haf taken place
we've done alot of growin up (:

SEC 1 : stepping into new boundaries/ era of th "guai kias"

Sec 2: exploring our "new" world / "guai kias" evolvin into "pai kias"

yeaps
tt's all I cud find ):
huever's gt more - SEND ME! *hungry look*

haha, most of th pics come frm sec3/4
whn we stopped takin neos & started usin cams
heh.

2009-01-19T20:51:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA!

this pic was taken durin last yr's connect spore
yea - a precise eg of hw retard we can be
well especially Bea! *oops*

so since imma headin t poly..
I gotta go JOB HUNTING agn!
*moans*
th thought of it makes me feel sianed

mum was sayin if I dun get one,
jus sign up f dance or some otha activity
(smth I've been wantin t do f so long)

mmhmms
so if I can't find a job
I'll jus enrol maself in some ~~weird~~ activity
keep me occupied & I wud've done smth new

ATTENTION EVERYONE:
help me luk out f a job! any kind will do ^^
if u do help me get a job I'll do smth super duper f u!
*wide grins*

ayte.

I shall make myself scarce nw

screw Astons f hiring perm workers nw! =.=

2009-01-16T15:33:00.003+08:00

*SIGH*

It's sad t see tt we're all goin separate ways ):
everyone's chosen different paths
& we wun b able t see each otha lyk hw we used t agn

Some are goin JCs, others Polys
but I srsly hope we'll keep in touch
& try t meet at least 1ce a mth
(as stated in th MR pledge)

:D

Well I wish everyone all th best
whrever u may choose t go

on a lighter note :

I've changed ma blogskin! (:
well nt actually
jus adjusted t colours & backgrd
thks Sann f helpin me out! <3

lyk th new luk or th old one btr?
let me noe!

i dun wna grow up so fast..

2009-01-15T00:35:00.004+08:00

ALRIGHT.

It's official.

I settled on applyin f Accountancy in SP
but I fell short of th cop slightly

so th back up plans?
Accountancy in NP
or Media & Communication in SP

Went t tha MI openhse tdae w Tabs
it was so damn quiet!
meh, guess they din bother t hype it up

th guide Rina was rly helpful
said th stress of 3yr jc is nt too diff t a normal jc
& mus rly commit
fget abt an active social life, study every single day etc..
cos thrs heaps of ppl ~~droppin out/repeatin~~
so ur classmates can change drastically every yr

glad tt she was damn truthful w us
made me realise I'm kinda nt cut out f such stress lvls
jus can't sit & study f hrs - need some hands on involved uh
so yea, poly wud b more manageable f me

so yea..

Tabs is considerin MI as her fst choice
or might try out Mass Comm uh

ayte.

I'm tired of researchin
so gna catch some ZZZZZs

hope I made th right decision

2009-01-13T10:42:00.004+08:00

OH MAN

I am seriously confused :x
Ma fmly has been encouragin me t go poly
cos I jus "scraped thru" t qualify f JC
so might nt b able t cope w A lvl stress

I'm rly surprised cos ma otha cous went t JC
so expected 'em t tell me t apply f JC too
hmmm...
(mebbe I seem lyk a hands on person)

So nw w at least 18 ppl tellin me t go Poly
I haf no idea wot t decide on! D:
was contemplatin Millennia Institute
since it's 3 yrs mayb I can handle th stress btr..
but they're sayin worthwhile t go poly instead

tink they've had a sudden mind alteration
I was srsly expectin 'em t tell me t go JC la
bt all tellin me Poly btr, can focus in a particular area etc

I DUNNO LUH!
aaiyoh.

Y mus it b so difficult t decide??

th 4 courses tt interest me (so far) are:

Mass Communication
Creative Writing for TV & New Media
Accountancy
Baking & Catering Management

f th last one ma mum was like
"no need t go poly! jus go CC, learn hw t bake, thn open shop"
LOL okeh.

alrite.

I'm off t scan thru all th courses & decide

JC/MI OR POLY?!?!
Lord help me make a choice!